I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I don't understand,
Why, life is so hard,
Why, people don't understand me,
Why, life is harder then death.

I don't understand,
Why, I usually stand alone,
Why, I'm always sad at home,,
Why, my siblings despise me.

What I don't understand most is...
Why, I have to make a choice
Why, no one understands me,
Why, I don't understand me.

What I do Understand most is...
Why, I now have friends,
Why, I have a boyfriend,
Why, my home life sucks.

But most of all I understand what my choice is about!